爸爸第3次流泪的原因

今天是公公跟我们一起的最后一天~
明天开始将永远再也看不到公公了~

外面下着雨~
我，我爸，叔叔~双手推着公公的车~
送公公最后一程~
带公公去他曾经走过的地方~

这个时候~我看到我爸哭了~
这也是我第3次看到我爸掉泪~

走着走着~
来到了一个熟悉的公园~
熟悉的秋千~熟悉的溜滑梯~
以前小时候公公经常带我去那里玩~
可是后来长大了~就没再去那里了~

最后走到了公公以后将要永远居住的新家~
每个人都非常不舍得~
但是公公还是走了~

公公~我爱你~ <3

-松-

原来

今天~真的好心酸哦

原来没有人明白我~

原来没有人正真的了解我~

原来没有人能够体谅我的处境~

原来没有人能够看透面具后的我~

总是要我明白你的用心~但是又有谁明白我的心意？

总是要我了解你的用意~但是又谁了解我的苦心？

总是要我体谅你~但是又有谁来体谅我？

总是看到我笑得你~是否看到在背后哭泣的我？

原来~~我始终都是一个人~~

-松-

永远

跟你在一起也有一段时间了~
可是有句话~我不曾对你说过~
我一直很想告诉你~
但是却害怕说了~
我却办不到~

最近我们有了些小争吵~
虽然已经没事了~
但是它已经变成了我们感情里一根永远挑不出来的刺~~
每当我一个人的时候~
我总是记得你说过~“我的人虽然孤单~但是我的心并不孤单~”
可是突然想起那件事的时候~我就会问我自己~你真的那样觉得吗？

久了~我再也拿不出勇气告诉你这句话~
因为我不想给一个我可能没办法办到的承诺~

对不起~
我爱你~直到爱的尽头~

-松-

累

今天的心情本来好好的~
你却一直逼问我~
我说我不想说~可是你却不断的逼我~
最后我说了~
心情直接跌落谷底~
咳~
好累好累~

 

-松-

28081992

生日快乐我对自己说~

To: Myself

Happy Birthday Alvin.. May you be stronger and tougher...
God bless You...

From: Myself

-Vin-

Assignment^^

design visualisation- project 3 part C- due on 19th May
design visualisation- final portfolio- 30th may
effective public communication- final essay 1500 words- due on 19th May
effective public communication- final summary- die TBC
culture and civilisation- project 3 A2 poster- due on 2nd June
english 2- essay 1500 words- due on 2nd June
social psychology- final project- due on 25th May

woohooo~~~ 2 assignment done...

 5 more to go^^ wahahaha

Alvin the chipmunk  

YOU CAN DO IT!!!!!

-Vin-

"Architorture"

this is the list of my assignment:
design visualisation- project 3 part C- due on 19th May
effective public communication- final essay 1500 words- due on 19th May
culture and civilisation- project 3- due on 2nd June
english 2- essay 1500 words- due on 2nd June
social psychology- final project- due on 25th May

this few weeks, going to be very busy again...
so many assignment due on this month...
haiz... tired arh... T^T

3rd of June will be my study leave and something "secret"...
I am waiting for u...
excited XD

-Vin-

Friends

Today, I finally meet up with my friends…

It had been a few months since we last met…

I miss u guys so much…

My laoma, mango…

My laomei, Rine…

My laopo, Jojo and Mei Mei…

My laogong, Jian…

We go Nan Yang “yam cha”...

And then someone waste so much tissue or we can say HE is “killing” TREE...

Aiyaya... So not 环保… =-=

And because of my laopo we get a free meal >.<

So paiseh lo… wakaka…>///<

And lastly, I want to ask MANGO and JIAN…

You guys the “cha kuih” still can eat?? ^^

Hahaha…

Love you all always and always… <3

-Vin-

My "Jail"

 

It been quite sometimes in kl, i feel so stress and helpless

Day by day, my assignments become more and more

Sometimes I still have a few sleepless nights

All those assignments are endless

My 2^nd SEM is coming to an end

and all my final assignments due almost at the same day

My course is so difficult, sometimes I just feel like giving up

The place where I live had slowly taken my freedom away from me

The spaces I once had are getting smaller and smaller

leaving me no space to breathe

I just don’t know when I will fall down

Day by day, I just feel like stop walking 

and just let everything to be just a dream

But when I think of my love one

it tends to give me strength and energy to continue my journey

-Vin-

我的新生活

我在kl也有一段日子了
而我的压力也不断的增加
但是没人了解
也没人知道
每个人只会怪我
而我只能忍耐

在别人面前
我总是戴着面具
每天当着若无其事
跟朋友嘻嘻哈哈

其实那是因为
我不想让人知道我内心的世界
也不想让人知道我心中的痛

每天只能默默的躲在角落里哭
每天只能向上帝倾诉
每天只能默默的等待那位真正了解我的人

我的心越来越累 

不知几时它再也没办法承受

-松-